yesterday i have class in the morning. but actually i didn't went in class. peoples were asking where have i been. coz peoples saw me before 9am but didnt saw me after 9am in classroom. my mind gone blank. (not goin to tell wad happen) i walked to shops around college. Junctions for one hour. stand outside CIMB bank for half hour. Parkson one hour. Hills one hour.
me and dearie decide to watch movie at night. after our assignment discussion, i went bek wid her. i saw him. just said "bye" and then left. we were like stranger... ='[
i cried silently inside dearie's car. i hide my face from her emmm i don wannna look weak in front my frens. arrived her house, she brought me to her room. she asked me to sleep on her bed. but i just sat beside her bed. i started to cry again. after awhile, i actually wanna stop crying edy. but suddenly she came beside me, gave me tissue, and comfort me, she touched my back and asked me dont cry. but dunnoe why, i cried harder =.= i felt like ... emm i dunnoe how to say it.
mean while, she went downstairs, brought up drinks, my favourite sour stuff, bakpoh, and 开心果. she said " eat 开心果 la, eat liao will be 开心 bo." i laughed. then she also brought many of her albums to let me see. i laughed after i see those albums.
around 6pm, her daddy fetched us to the Spring after fetched her brother at Kuching High School. on the way to fetch her brother, i cried again inside her car. i cover my face wid my messy "grass".
arrived The Spring, we went to buy tickets first at MBO. after tat went to Kim Bay Restaurant have our dinner.i choose the same sit which last sunday i went there wid him. i got no no no appetite to eat actually. in the morning, i ate breakfast wid mummy. eat half, throw away half. lunch time also same. i ordered my favourite "liu sa pau", which he also ordered for me last sunday. i only ate one. take away one. if he was there, he will ate another one. whole day din even eat a biji of rice. 715pm. our movie start. is the second time for dearie to watch 72家租客. i heard ppls said is not nice. but i don care, coz were starring TVB actors and actress. i love TVB !! i guess i am the only one who watch comedy till cry. =( movie finished at 9pm. i wanna find somewhere to cry again. i found a dark dark place XDD i started to cry again =[ i talked to dearie. talking while crying... i squat down on the floor. and cried. i don care how many ppl passed by. i just cry. i hold her hand and asked "teach me wad should i do?" .... she then use her another hand hug me. i hold her hand so so so tight. *sorry if i hold till ur hand get painful*
i cried so so "heavily". she cried too. and i felt so bad when i heard she cried. coz i knew she was very worried me. we hug together and cried. can u imagine tat 画面? now think bek it, i still felt so sad. forget we cried for how long edy. then i asked her "ur leg wont pain o?" LOLs ya, she said. 945pm, we went bek own home. i am so useless till need dearie to help me settle my things. really felt so bad bout it.
lastly, i just wanna said thanks dearie. really really thanks to you! u gave me the warmest hug ever. u even settle things for me. thanks!
and, ahD, i am sorry. nothing to say anymore, just sorry ='(
crying while blogging
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